Things I can never say to S_____.

You say you need a girl just like me
But you wouldn't dream of needing me.
You gave me diamonds on the inside
Then left me screaming infidelities
and whispering obscenities.

And I've got something real to bring
to this fake life you've created.
Let me in
and I promise not to let you down.
Let me in
Just don't leave me hanging around.

Its the one thing I can't bring myself to say out loud
So many perfect reasons
to settle for stolen time
Til I become a temporary distraction for your troubled mind

So I'll keep wondering
how come you have to look at me the way you do
Do you keep me in mind?
I know that I'm not the one you wanted
even though

I've got something real to bring
to this fake life you've created.
Let me in
and I promise not to let you down.
Let me in
Just don't leave me hanging around.